the last day of january
i don't know since when,we argue..
haih,this time really we both getting crazy.
you just simply broke the promises just when i'm turn around.
i felt i'm useless.
i remember i just walked away,
firecracker sounds non-stop,it look pretty on the dark sky
it should be very happy and lovely
but my heart was bleeding..
like the drama,you came to me.
madly,angryly....crazyly yelling at me.
i never saw you being like this before
fear...
shock..
scare..
sad...
cry out loud..
drifting with your car,
more fear~
i still remember you yelled: 'IT'S ALL MY FAULT'
ame,of course..
''beh tahan''
shouted back to you,untill she don't even know what was she shout at...
punch her hand on the car,take out her favourite ring throw to you.
she totally mad,she said ''broke up''
you looked at her,speechless
its deeply heart in her heart shouting you at the moment and saying the two words
what can she do?
she felt she was too childish,what her did all times was not right.
in his eyes,it was controlling,in her's eye it was caring
other than cry,i don't know what can i do.
i wondering,
am i really did wrong,how could i make myself in trouble?
it just a god damn fuck ciggarette!!
how could i so mad because of it?
im asking myself why can't just i don't care everything like others girls did?
hell.....
you stopped car,
hold her hand,put back the ring
apologize with a hug
god damn,she was blank
how could she make her loved one trouble
she decided not to care about it anymore,forgot all those promises
yes! she did...and she is trying so hard
god bless her,please.
she hope her men can do everything for as she always did to him
=)
amethyst 2/2/2012 1:11am
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